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Thatcher
05 November 2008 @ 02:17 am
kay... so only a little puking and I feel better...


... body... you confuse the hell out of me but thank you for feeling better... cause waking me up when it was like... the peek of feeling like shit...

not to cool man... specially since I have to wake up early so I can go to english lab tomorrow >_<;

seriously english lab has the most fucked hours :/ I don't know when they open but they close at 2:15.. and apparently they have a night hours? but I've never seen them >_<;

uhgn....

I have a headache now T_T;
 
 
Thatcher
05 November 2008 @ 12:49 am
okay... so I feel exactly like how I felt when I had food poisoning...

I'm so nauseous that I'm close to throwing up....


I just hope that I don't get Suprise!Vomit... cause doing that on my laptop would suck major ass....

T_T

I may just have to skip class tomorrow if I'm not feeling a little better...



god this sucks T_T
 
 
Thatcher
04 November 2008 @ 02:11 pm
D:  
Holy crap was my asshole screaming at the toliet >_<;;

yeah... my body is trying its damnest to get sick :/



I feel like I need another shower too! D: The hell?



and I'm on probation in english lab... so thats good that I'm not kicked... but I need to start going back to english lab :/ so I have planned out for jake to take me Wednesday, thursday, and friday... for an hour on Wednesday and thursday, and two on friday... they say a minimum of four hours a week... and so I'll hopefully finish unit one and get half way through unit two...

wonder how many units are in english lab?
 
 
Thatcher
04 November 2008 @ 10:19 am
... so yeah... I'm stressed out (if the last post said nothing..) ... I can really tell because my hair is getting greasy/dirty a lot faster then normal... I showered yesterday night before going to bed... I should wake up feeling nice a clean... right? sept I feel like I haven't bathed in a few days and my hair looks like it hasn't seen shampoo in ages :/


fuuu...



english class I guess today... I've been checking my classes online (where you can add or drop classes) and I've yet to be dropped from english lab... so I guess I'm okay? But I'll be going to lab tomorrow.. before draft class...


shower time~
 
 
Thatcher
03 November 2008 @ 05:37 pm
so apparently I'm a lier about class being canceled even though I have the e-mails still in my mysalono email account....


yes I am sleeping all day and staying up all night... I know and I'm trying to switch myself around... what about you? still stuffing everything and anything into that mouth of yours, bitching that you've gained weight, and continue stuffing yourself...




..... I'm just getting so tired of shit like this and more....


I need to get a job again... next semester would be perfect to work.. because I would only have two classes thats only one day and only occupies one day each week... so I could work like... full time until next semester or something?


and I'm not saying working full time to save for jsp... I may just have to give up japan... because it'd be to expensive to live on my own, get to school (if I continue going) and then the bills...


I dunno.. I'm feeling really stuck right now.. and really lost...

I want to move out to get away from this... but I know I can't save for jsp if I do... it'd just be to damn hard because rent and every fucking thing is so god damn expensive here in vacaville...




heh... maybe if I start popping zoloft again, I'll be numb enough to let their shit roll off and I can make it through... or something...


I dunno....
 
 
 
Thatcher
03 November 2008 @ 11:58 am
drafting class has been canceled today~


I also found my japanese flash cards o_o; ... I wanna study.. but I've never studied before so I have no idea how to really go apon working with them (yeah... I'm that stupid ._.) ... that... and I have an attention span of a goldfish when I attempt to study.... DX


ughn.... hungry T_T but jake is making me wait till hes done using the microwave to cook my lunch >_<;;
 
 
Thatcher
02 November 2008 @ 05:54 pm
http://pokemonfigure.blogspot.com/2008/11/postponed-leafeon-glaceon-plush-tomy.html


so its slight annoyance yet also a blessing...

why annoyance? Second time their delayed...

blessing? ... I'll have the money to safely cover them and the laying down plushes by then XD
 
 
Thatcher
... because right when I'm feeling like I should turn the laptop off and get to sleep... I get hit with inspiration to draw...




= 3= I still have the other five pokemon from my new team to do...


but yeah... its fun but iMovie HD is making it so frustrating :/
 
 
Thatcher
31 October 2008 @ 07:51 pm
= 3= I'm bored Small Critters is just a big ol lump of shit.


... so any new sim games? no dogs or cats... more of rodents or small animals... XD



saaa....
 
 
Thatcher
25 October 2008 @ 03:50 pm
concert ticket came in... yay



checked my bank account online and checked my credit card.. my minimum payment jumped from $10 a month to $54 a month because I was late one day.


.... fuck.


So I'm pretty sure I'm gunna start looking for a part time job.... I'm also toying with the idea of commissions? but who'd want to commission someone who hardly has any examples and no references... ._.